✿平凡的天平男生✿

i gonna repeat it!!!4flat!!i dare u!!!

2011-08-07T03:50:00.000-07:00

ok..this is my 101post..

this year i'm sitting for STPM!!!

and i'm gonna aim for 4flat!!!(4A's)

i wanna repeat what had happened during my form3..

i had my hair bald and i got straight A's...

and today i had my hair bald again!!

i'm gonna fight against U and get 4A's for my STPM!!!

@study hard@

fast 5!!!!!

2011-05-30T06:00:00.000-07:00

thumbs up for this movie!!!!

i wanna watch another time!!!!

lexus lfa,mustang gt,nissan skyline gtr,koenissegg agera!!!omg!!!

wootz!!!!

wesak wesak wesak!!!!

2011-05-15T00:28:00.000-07:00

ok,2day is 15,and tmolo will be 16th of MAY,wic is wesak day!!!

wee~MHS has done their task..

so 2molo will be d big day for all of us!!

WE WISH U A VERY HAPPY,A HAPPY WESAK DAY!!!

hawtu hawtu hawtu!!!!!!!! & blood donation

2011-05-10T07:58:00.000-07:00

its freaking hawt hawt hawt hawt!!!!!!!!!!

this few days started to hot again,and it seems like its not raining for a few days ady..it will be a vy vy vy big raining day once its rain..

OMG!..i'm sweating from morning till night..until i sleep i'm still sweating!!...

i cant stand of it!!!arghhhhh!!!how to concentrate on my studies!!!my air cond hav sick,sometimes halfway will blow out hot air..shitty!!!!

this rising in temperature was caused by burning in indonesia..come on la, you think of ur benefit only???please think for d climate and the others countries!!!

very de hawt arr!!!!!热热热！！

please please please indonesian!!stop burning!!!!

the weather are almost alike as this!!

anyway,today is my 1st time in my life i donated blood!!!wee~~is in our school hall

hehe...1st time...d procedure is jz easy..filled up d form,test blood and ur heart beat..afterthat start donating blood..

actually donating blood is a very good activity to do~

and it doesnt really hurt or pain..just need to be brave a little bit..

even a dracula do donate blood,y wouldnt u??

hate it when it come to this problem

2011-03-06T04:59:00.000-08:00

studies?..

i hate this..dunno what to say bout this..gone thru so many years of academic..

n what i get now is studying f6 in MHS..

starting from standard 6 oni 4A's...then PMR straight..aftertat fell again..to 6A'S in SPM ( which is a year that i had gone through wid various kind of pain )..

and this is the last year i gonna decide my future..STPM..

if i couldnt get 3.7 above..seriously,i dunno what i wanna be anymore..

izzit true that i gonna die young?..

so what m i studying so muc for..

bcoz of this fucking fact..i hav to think twice b4 i do anything..

even in relationship..

i dwanna be selfish..

since i'm leaving early..is better not to start any relationship wid any girls..

even how i truly love this girl..

i wouldnt wan to be selfish..

you are the only girl i'll wan to propose to..

no one else can replace you in my heart..

but you recently really make me heart pain n worry all the time..

i'm tired..

想太多的脑

2011-02-02T09:59:00.000-08:00

不知道为什么。
头脑一直很希望一直可以在你身边。
明知是不可能的事，却还在想。
到底什么时候才能清醒啊！！
等待只是一个借口。
我能等多久？等到来，人家早就已有了爱人，那你自己呢？
却孤零零的。。什么都没有。。
唉！！！

shop shop shop~!~

2011-01-29T21:54:00.000-08:00

went aeon jusco on saturday..omg..
so many nice shirts!!!..
finally bought 4 shirts n 2pants..
1more is from dp..

执着

2011-01-01T03:29:00.000-08:00

发生了这一切，我也不该再执着下去了。也选着了不再逃避。
要面对的我都会尽力面对。
没错，对于感情方面，我一直都不会管理的很好。
这一次我真的不想再管理了。
也许是真的很怕这种感觉。
算了吧，既然都说好了不要再开展任何的恋情就不要再去想。
拿来添麻烦。
要就爱自己。
暧昧，你去死吧！！。。

取悦女朋友只需要一句话

2010-12-27T21:16:00.000-08:00

1、想你了，真的。

2、没什么事，就想听听宝贝的声音。

3、快去吧，我就站在这等你。

4、乖乖上课，快下课了给我短信，我过来接你。

5、我会努力挣钱，养你。

6、左手被你枕的有点麻了宝贝，我换一只手。

7、盖好被子，别着凉了。

8、感觉怎么样，舒服点了么现在？再乖乖睡一会，我就在你身边。

9、别动，水很凉，我来洗。

10、我去弄早饭，宝贝再睡会。

11、怎么又饿了？……好吧，你赢了，我去买菜。

12、别啰嗦了，吃完了再减（减肥）吧。

13、别动，我给你系（鞋带）。

14、雨下大了，我站你右边，风总是从右边刮过来。

15、过马路要小心，把手给我。

16、宝贝好棒，我们一起好么……（有点小黄色）

17、好冷啊，把手放我口袋里，我的也放进去，嘿嘿。

18、这个月的工资，妞拿去随便刷！

19、行，给你买。

20、媳妇儿，前天你看好的那件衣服今天打了八折，我给你买回来咯！（其实没打折）

21、又剩这么多饭，你到底还吃不吃？……好吧，我帮你吃了就是了。

22、我牵着你的手走路的时候，不许主动放开我，听见没有？

23、抱紧我，我骑快一点了。

24、我真的不嫌弃妞儿胸小，我对着旺仔小馒头发誓！

25、给你泡好红糖水了，凉了一会，喝一口看看还烫不烫。

26、情人节快乐宝贝，闭上眼睛，有礼物送给你。

27、别怕，有我在。

28、我下班了，马上回来，妞儿在家乖乖等我。

29、媳妇儿，我在超市买菜，想吃什么零食我给你捎回来。

30、我就在出站口的正中央，你一出来就能看见我。

31、谁说感冒了不让亲的，我亲亲亲。

32、妞儿睡着的样子真的好可爱！

33、走累了是吧，那背你一会……好吧，那再背一会。

34、我晚上睡觉都不关手机的，为了让你随时都能找到我。

35、妞儿，能借我两块钱么，想给你买一个圣代，身上只有五块钱了……

36、脚怎么还这么冰凉呢，赶紧放到我肚子上。

37、媳妇儿，真的好喜欢好喜欢看着你给我剪指甲时认真而小心的样子。

38、休息一会吧，我来帮你写。能给我泡杯茶么，谢谢。

39、别说话，安静的陪我躺一会好么。

40、妞儿，咱们起草一个家务分工表吧……好吧，你又赢了，你念我写吧。

41、突然好想给你唱首歌。

42、妞儿，真不知道没有你我怎么办。

43、媳妇儿，我今天一根烟都没抽，我决定要为你戒烟了。

44、刚才卖菜的大婶找钱时跟我说：“你对象儿真漂亮！”

45、媳妇儿，我跟爸妈说好了过些天带你回家，你做好准备了告诉我哦。

46、被窝暖和了，快点进来。

47、我爱你，没有下一句。

48、傻妞儿，在我心里，我早已经认定了你就是我的老婆。

49、嫁给我吧！

爱过之后，多希望你知道，与你有关的每一句简单的话，我都放上了重量。记着，有的男人只是把一句话从“嘴”里说出来给你，有的男人真是在用“心”向你表达。对于男人，爱需要更多的责任。

我想，因爱成熟的你，也会慢慢懂得，不必过于追问曾经的对错真假；珍惜身边完全属于你的好男人，或者微笑着等一个还需加以磨练的好男人。对于女人，爱就是一种安全感。

梦

2010-12-24T18:54:00.000-08:00

圣诞节的早上就收到了一个梦..

最讨厌就是发梦..

而且还是死人笨蛋梦..

人家说梦不会成真,但为什么我的却相反..

我不想这个梦成真!!

我受够了这种痛,不要再来了好不好...

T.T...

christmas is coming!!

2010-12-17T22:21:00.000-08:00

the CHRISTMAS EVE n CHRISTMAS of 2010 is coming soon!!

is just around the corner..

lets get 2gather wid all ur beloved friends & ur family together to celebrate it !!

DECORATION AT TIMES SQUARE

make it a enjoyable n un4gettable memory^^

KUALA LUMPUR INTERNATIONAL MOTORSHOW 2010

2010-12-08T06:05:00.000-08:00

06.12.2010

I LOVE THIS MOTORSHOW ALOTS!!!

woke up early in the morning..afterthat went Central with my bro..

took 9.30am bus..about 1 and a half hours later v reach BUKIT JALIL..

then headed to LRT station to meet Johnathan,who currently studying in BJSS and represent Malaysia for air rifle event..

this is d 2nd time i sat for LRT..d 1st time was long time ago..

upon reaching PWTC,saw there is crowded...is about 12pm..

so v bought our ticket,shit mann..4got to ask my bro bring student id,oni cost RM5..

aiya...

nex v start visit..lets d pic talks..>>>>

a day at PUCHONG

2010-12-08T03:12:00.000-08:00

27.11.2010
a vy funny night..laugh til i beh tahan..

its about 3am after having supper with my dad,bro,uncle,aunty and cuzie..

at PUCHONG a temple..overnight at there,actually wanna go bac wan..

but kena tipu ad..

ok,bac to the story..on tuesday d temple will b having a dinner at a restaurant,so v bcom d postboy..deliver all d invitation card w/o salary..haha

1stly v start from d vy front part..

and d funny stuffs is all the dogs keep on barking..made us not dare to put it in d mailxbox..

1 of d dog jump damn high,almost can jump out from d house..

got wolfdog,rockwiler,bulldog & 1 cutie chiwawa..omg..it was so cute..even when it bark lagi cute..^^

after finish delivered,left some of those fierce dogs' owner house..so v dare ouwself to put d invitation card in to those mailbox..

some of it v try to distract its attention but failed..de bulldog damn big size..

aftertat d jumping dog..lol!!!..this wan is d most funniest...my cuz was trying to sneak in from d other side..and v try to distract d dog..suddenly..

"preak"...and sounds like water flush out...

guess wat??..

he accidentally step on d paip and broke..hahahahaha!!!!...

and ends up d water flow out alots..

aftertat v went bac to d temple..on9 awhile..

nvr slept for d whole night..until my grandma woke up and v follow them to pasar pagi..

came bac from pasar pagi n terus tidur..slep til 4pm sumtin..syoknya~

hav my dinner ad oni went bac..

p/s:they caught a cobra..

[shopping list]

2010-10-23T11:36:00.000-07:00

i'm memorising my business...

and end up i'm here blogging and listening to Glee cast show's songs-Dont stop believin..hehe

well my birthday had passed..and no present received this year..

sound sad..but what to do..

ppl's 18 mayb more enjoyable than mine..

who cares!!..

at least i gained an xperience..

hmm...

so i was thinking what i want to get for myself after my final...

ok so start with accesories..

WATCH{prefer silver colour or white,classic looks,non-digital at all!!,bullets wrist,clip lock,mayb RM200++}
FOOTBALL{erm,lets c,b4 this i bought AFC's ball but lost,thx to my elder bro for making it lost,so i will hav a new wan,i will stil stick to the 1 i had marked for few months,red/yellow veer mercurial,RM60}
NECKLACE{not a cheap wan definitely,PHITEN,which content of titanium which can produce energy for active person like me,RM200++}

{RED PHITEN necklace}

any of this colour,but prefer the red wan

Red Veer Mercurial

Tissot

Tissot,prefer this kind of design

to get all this stuff,i will save $$$$ to buy it myself..!!

what is the feeling of yours?

2010-10-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

a few quite simple questions..

1.whats ur feeling when ur fren hang out without telling u?

2.whats ur feeling when ur fren gonna do a surprise party for a birthday girl/boy without asking u whther wanna join ant?

3.whats ur feeling when u saw their happy pics without u?

4.whats ur feeling when u did so muc for them b4 and there is no return for u?

5.whats ur feeling when ur best fren doesnt celebrate birthday with but with another fren tat doesn't really close?

6.whats ur feeling when u hav nth to do,but instead ur fren are out there njoying hanging out happily?

7.what will u feel if u ard think that there is no true fren?

8.what will u feel when ur fren dump u at aside n find u whenever they wanna use u?

is not too late to realise..

2010-10-17T05:03:00.000-07:00

16.10.2010

when i on9..saw some pics..

my heart is hurt..not bcoz of girl..is friend..

d prob keep hunting me..

how com they will did that...

until i study halfway cant tahan n straight punch on my cupboard..

feel more relax after that punch..

at night confess to jie ad oni feel more comfortable..

17.10.2010

more pics were uploaded..

i was like..

wtf..

haizz..

jz let it b ba..suan le ba..

mayb my ren yuan really not that good..

with/without me,they stil can b vy hapi..

so whats d point i did so muc..

nex time..dn b so naive anymore ALVIS CHAN!!!...

time flies faster than light..

2010-10-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

i have to co-op with de time and not waiting for d time to co-op wid me..

my future depends on this & nex year..

i have to make miracles..

[pressure]

2010-09-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

i stil dunno what i wan from myself..

is jz freak out me out of this world..

i jz aint matured enugh..

y i cant control myself?..

arghhhhh!!!...

nowadays d oni way i can release my anger on speeding...

120km/h...100km/h...

is jz like my feeling..speeding all d time..

[I changed]

2010-09-13T02:50:00.000-07:00

who I am?

I hav been thinking of my life,my everythings that had happened from since I born til now..

and I found out I changed..

the life of mine before I met you..I am vy active..friendly..and likes to make friends around...

mayb a TRUE LOVE does make a persons grown up..

but this is not the ending I want at all...

last time if there is any gathering,I will be d one who alwis attend..

but now..I will be d 1 who will nvr attend..

last time if there is any outing,I will follow up even is jz an hour or min..

but now..dont bother bout it..

the life of mine now is boring..full of loneliness..full of disatisfication..

I changed because of you..

can I ever be the 1 who I am last time?I need explanation.


~life without worries~

PIRANNA!!!..

2010-09-05T09:53:00.000-07:00

2day woke up at about 12sumtin..

actually planned to wake up early to meet up serene and her UCSI's friends at TAIWAN NOODLES...

but then overslept..haha^^..sorry serene,looks like i ffk for d 1st time..hehe

do my maths after having my breakfast..

arghh...maths!!!y r u stil cant co-op wid me??

u r driving me nuts!!!

after tuition,is time to relax!!!

went to fetch a yu..then v go watch movie...

it was 6.20pm movie...PIRANNA...

well,how m i gonna describe bout this movie??

damn shitty disgusting!!!!i got no appetite after watching it..

i admit i got shocked 4 2 times...but a yu...hehe...she dunno got shocked how many times!!...haha..poor a yu,til dn dare to watch..i nid to help her close her eyes from preventing her to watch sum disgusting human flesh teared part..

and lastly she screamed!!!.....wahahaha...1st time i met this..and 1st fren to scream bside me when watch movie..

but i hav to thumbs up for this movie..is so freaking nice and scary and disgusting!!...

guys,u all should watch this with ur gf...haha...bcoz she will hug u when watching this movie..

after movie,v went to eat XXXL fried chicken chop..

and head to her house...
stayed at her house for bout 2hours plus...chat and play...
wee~~~

04.09.2010 [ahmad's day]

2010-09-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

1stly morning went to Farewell Party with siong wai...

this is d 1st time i organise farewell party and 1st time farewell party at vegetarian restaurant...

haha...is jz bcoz is a MHS buddhist society tradition..so no choice >.<

after the farewell party,me,ken & mel went to popular for a while...

aftertat i pick shawty serene bac to take her cloths..mana tau when reach her OKW's house she told me nid to fetch another 2 frens..but my car oni fit for 5 persons..so sorry...sent my mum bac to office..and serene got interviewed from my mum..hahahaha..

and end up i kena "boom" by serene bac..

after sending ken bac to his house,change plan..fetch serene's frens to her grandma's shop..and my mum told me to fetch my bro to tuition and i 4get bout it!!..shit!!!...

rush bac to ofice and sent him ti tuition...

i'm so exhausted...actually i wanna study econs wan..

end up i sleeping..wahahhaa...

woke up tat time is ad 5pm..go bac home...

play fifa again..arghhh,i jz addicted to fifa...

at night bout 9sumtin went to fetch serene's frenz again,this time lagi shitty,my petrol is empty...luckily i'm on time to pump petrol..pheww~

ok,sent them to jonker and it was hardly to find a parking...

well,it was so hot in jonker..and so many ppl were there...

after walk walk walk walk....finally v went to Pak Putra..

serene!!!stil remember d hon??..hehe....

finished their nan at pak putra so v head bac to their temporarily house..

hav a talk with serene and see their room..and finally 1sumtin reach home and do some stuff til 3sumtin and Zzzzzz....

d fallen night on 01.09.2010

2010-09-01T10:31:00.000-07:00

had a great night today.

after my luxurious dinner,i eventually went to my elder sista to meet her up.

although is just a simple farewell,no $$ but warm enough.

tomorrow she will be leaving malacca once again after 6months back to home sweet home.

this time she will be leaving malacca for 2 years..T.T

i'm so gonna miss her badly.

Jie,please do take care of yourself when you at there,hope your bf will treat you better than me.

tonight will be another night that i will remember in my life,I hope you will remember too.

♥our memories remain memories♥

My heart says : .....

2010-08-23T13:49:00.000-07:00

i thought u are not in my heart anymore..

but i stil failed to denied it..

u r alwis in my heart..

there has been bout more than half a year i nvr met u..

i stil cant 4get everything bout u..

ur smiling face,ur every action & movement,i stil cant 4get..

i jz bluffing myself all d while..

and i did sumtin wrong 4 2nd times..

i dont wan to do anytin wrong anymore..

我会在身后默默的守护你爱你...

-aLvis-

I love d way i live..

2010-08-23T13:39:00.000-07:00

after a few months in form6,i found out is not easy to survive in f6..

las time i saw my bro so pia,everyday come bac lock himself in d room n start studying..i tot was nth in f6..

n now i jz noe tat f6's life aint easy..

d homework r jz waiting for u to complete everyday,

when finished 1,d nex wan come..

somehow in d morning,sometimes i feel i cant breathe,

it seems like i gonna gav up my life..NO!!!..

i wont giv up easily,i wanna get good result!!!...

starting from august i will pia 4 my final!!..

3.8,i want u!!...

i love d way i live now,i dwan any relationship anymore,i jz wanna live alone,with all my precious frenz..

alone is better than having partner...

now,my partner will b d "no-mouth" teacher---books!!!wee~hehe^^

Wesak Procession 2010

2010-06-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

27.05.2010 I came out from NS just to go for this wesak procession..hehe

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara

2010-06-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

on d 1st day,v cut our hair...lol...this is de second time i cut bald..

but this time is FOC...so u noe,is not really profession...

hmm...1st i was in kompeni Alpha..and get dorm 35...

i dunno what to say bout my room mates...i put my bag at there 1st,aftertat when i came bac,my bag was on d floor...and then he was lying on d bed ad..i was thinking : wth mann...means 2night i gonna slep on d floor???!!!....

fine,i tahan...

luckily got another 2roommates also slep on d floor..

after a few days..v kena change to others company..

and i get transfered to Charlie...

dorm 56...and there r 4 sabahan,2 johor and 1 malaccan..

they r friendly,on d 1st night iin that dorm,d ketua bilik gabung d bed with another one,and 3 of us sleep 2gather on bed..and that was d 1st time i slep on NS bed..haha...crap rt?..

30/3- At first,i thought in NS will not have any class..mana tau just d first day after reporting day,d jurulatih told us that v r going for class cb..wic mean CHARACTER BUILDING class...

i was like stunned...huh?whats tat class??..then v enter our class after being called into 8class respectively..

i got class Sri Bendahara,and d teacher teaching us is Cikgu Dzul & Cikgu Ayu.

i was so lucky to enter d same class s chih jian..hehe..mostly all malays,and a few indian,can be count by fingers..lol..the first thing to do is get our own group,by starting 1,2,3,4,5.....

i get d 5th group...and from there i get to know new friends..they r : asli,sky,yus,ayie from sabah,juliet,apit,slash from malacca,teha & ting from jb,D from selangor and syima from KL...

after class..eat lunch..at night i get more frens...teoh & azreen(can speak mandarin) from sabah,leong,brendan,goo,sufi from malacca...they r so friendly..during d night,v learn how to sing KHIDMAT NEGARA mia songs...

31/3- in the morning went for football selection,they wanna test us for stamina..crazy sial,run 5rounds of kolam within 12minutes,d kolam is just s big s 1 and a half of my skol football field..luckily i stil manage get into d squad..enter class after breakfast + bath..we learnt bout from impossible to possible..and then afternoon learn kawat..there is sum diff from wat i learnt during secondary skol..and then take full loreng and class shoes..in d evening,i am officially shift to CHARLIE!!..room 56,that room is not as bad as what i think,all of them r friendly...i'm lucky to get to noe them..but sadly during d night...i had a dream..wic is a dream that makes me happy..but after awake,i jz told myself :come on man,it wont b reality..she wont come bac to me anymore...

1/4- as usual enter class...

2/4- 2day v start to build our kompeni with signing contract wic call KKJ (KONTRAK KITA JANJI)..

3/4-d first saturday in camp...is just like in skol,monday to friday v study,saturday and sunday holiday..v gotong royong lo..then in d evening v get back our hp..OMG...miss my family & all my frens so muc..sms till half way fell asleep...

Actually NS is not s tough as i thought...

hmmm...until now,not say very fun yet...

v jz played tali tinggi..flying fox!!!

is quite boring la~

at there,v oso got class like what v did in our skol...

is bout character building..and is 9days per modul.

is quite useful to all of us..it tought us how to not be shy in front of every1..(i langgar d 1st rule of our class ad)^^

afterthat alots fun v had in de class...i get class SRI BENDAHARA...get alots of new frenz..

from sabah,sarawak and semenanjung malaysia...

they r funny...

i got 3 frenz,v will alwis walk 2gather,even bath oso 2gather..haha...they r yaacob,zion and lim kuan...

there is stil alots of memory i get from there,learnt alots of new stuffs,get to noe alots of friends from diff city,alots of friends with diff of personality...I will just write down in summary..

get to learn in detail bout PC (pertolongan cemas),

i start to play bola tampar as often as i play football last time,

marching under the hot sun for 1hours plus with full loreng,

coordination and bearing,

learn to sing malay songs,

get alost kind of punishment(childish pusnishment oso got),at night at roadside 2gather salin "saya tidak akan ponteng tugasan saya " for 200 copies..haha..i wont 4get d night,until v kena chased out by teacher to go bac dorm sleep

,learnt TTS (tempuh tanpa senjata),walaoeh,tat is cal self defending??..is vy funny la..lol..tts!!tts!!..hahaha..

.learnt bout tali rendah,it was d toughest wan.v need to build up a tower by using our own body,lol...damn kik la that wan,almost cant breathe...

went to tzu chi(慈济)..alots of d memory of mine flashback,i get hurts again...damn it...v vistied d whole tzu chi centre and learnt alots of ways to save the world..and the most important wan is i get to learn how to do POPIAH..hehe..

learn how to wash shirt by ownself..lol

ate alots food that i nvr ate b4 like kacang hijau wid durian(i cant deny tis,is vy delicious),bubur pulut...

ermm...and then kayak for d vy 1st time,it was so fun..i like it so muc..

and I wouldnt xpect that in NS there is also EXAM!!!!!

hahaha..is act wanna survey whther v pay attention in our class ant..i got 91/100..haha..hapi..=)

FLYING FOX!!the xtreme wan..or can be say s boring...i thought will be scary,mana tau..no rasa wan..

DHARMA TALK from MBYS and Jing Zhong,i prefer from MBYS wan..i met Bro.Desmond & Sis.Kam..

first time 3am in d morning i enter toilet alone in camp..hehe

everybody so hapi on 27/4.bcoz evey1 is going bac ad...6 days of holidays!!..wee hoo!!

i spent my holidays so wisely,GSC in Dataran Pahlawan is my 2nd home ad..haha..almost everyday i watched movie at there....

2/5 bac to "JAIL"...=.="...3/5 start our intergrasi class,whic alos can be call s kelas kebudayaan,learn bout others race culture...lastly v need to do sum performance after finish d class...1st time performing in front of commandon...act s pendaki Gunung Everest...lol...

d story line is bout 3pairs of couples cerita-ing y they will like each other..1stly,hari raya,then d 1st couple talk bout taekwando and silat,2nd wan is talk bout tarian kipas and tarian sabah,2rd wan is bout pendaki Gunung Everest and Qoir..that day was d day v watched movie until midnight 12am..

M-16!!!is d one every1 waiting for!!..alpha and bravo get to show up themself in newspaper..so envy them lo..my first time and mayb d last time i hold M-16,it was so fun mann...i dunno how i shoot,oni get 31/100..T.T..afterthat teach others how to get high marks,jz aim blow d target and shoot,100% can at least get 3marks..

1st time in camp watch THOMAS CUP..lol..all say wanna watch MAS vs CHINA,but in d end,after watched DATUK LEE CHONG WEI lost to Lin Dan,all go down for dharma talk..haha...

after kelas intergrasi finish,is d Kelas Kenegaraan..is bout our MALAYSIA history..damn bored de modul...this time i get kelas ABU SYAHID..same class as our timbalan penghulu,ARIP..not bad la this class,got lan aka rock..he is damn funny...haha...and there is also exam for this modul,this time i get lower marks..85/100..dunno how com i get that marks oso,nvr study at all...haha..

d most excited wan,KEMBARA HALANGAN..wahseh,lost again,CHARLIE get last place for wira but wirawati help us won back..thx wirawati..

went to Muzium Tentera Darat at Port Dickson..1st in my life to c all those army weapons..is so cool mann..haha..and at there,i lost my spec...lol...kena spent $$ buy new specs ad lo..at 1st wanted to buy contac lens wan,mana tau trial tat time keep on testing put into my eyes cant,walao eh,beh tahan...staright buy specs..wasted 168..and guess wat,d design i selected wan is d same as my friend in camp wan,ah boon..lol,,jz realised when he told me..haha..

the most funniest things happen in our camp..

SHORT CIRCUIT!!....

tat time was 1sumtin midnight..i almost enter my sweet dreams time...tiba tiba...no electrcity,v thought nth happen..coz usually in d evening also happen wan..mana tau this time is serious wan..

one of d wira dorm de cable terbakar,and is burning....every1 is shouting kebakaran!!..kebakaran!!!...all run like mad person,like d world is gonna end soon...lol..and then all go up to surau there..at there lagi funny,they play wayang kulit..cikgu razak was standing at there,and his shadow is on wall,so those kuai lan wan all use their hand start to post snake or dog or punching d shadow...every1 is laughing but teacher seems like dunno yet..haha...

next is KHIDMAT KOMUNITI,v went to kg8 inside there and help d taman clean up,kononnya to cegah nyamuk aedes..lol..but i jz went there for ping pong...now i oni noe yacob had talent in ping pong,he can play vy well mann...sum of them get into tv3 evening news..lol..sum oso get to show themself in rtm1..

next is dunno wat sajak,puisi and pantun mia barang..i don tink so i learn anythin from there,jz get to perform another time..this time bersajak...

alots of fighting happen here..stupid wan...everytime fight til get caught by teacher..

lastly is d WIRAJAYA..that was my 1st experience to stay in jungle..act is not considered as jungle la,is just bside trees...haha..in d morning v went for bearing,keep on sesat wan..haha...then afternoon built tent,night cook and eat..midnight,i oso wat they playing..damn boring oni...wasted my time..then 3sumtin oni sleep..nex morning 6woke up do breakfast again...8am end...

that's my memory in camp..

me and those sabahan friends,they are going form6..

me and my room mates plus their friends

FRIENDSHIP 4EVER

HUI TING & ME

SPM result & National Service

2010-03-12T11:02:00.000-08:00

not the result i expected to get..

haizzz..

thought will miss out 2 subs oni..

who noes..

i missed out another two..

OMG!!!

arghhhh!!!

jz get 6A's...1 B..3 C+..

wat the hell man..

my BM get C+..

i cant accept!!!

my chemistry too..y oni get B..i wan A-..

T.T....

wanna congratz to my 25 friends that in the same skol s me,they got straight A's..

congratz ya guys!!!

hard work pays....

whats my plan on next..alots ppl were asking..

i also dunno..i cant really answer the question..

but i got plan to do after this...

i will still continue working at parkson,Carlo Rino until end of this month..

and then i will be goin for NATIONAL SERVICE..

i get HUTAN REKREASI,AYER KEROH,Malacca..

so guys,do visit me ya!!..haha..

心情

2010-01-20T21:58:00.000-08:00

有些是要把它忘了真得好难。。

伤得那么深。。

永远都不能忘了那种痛。。

Undang Test

2010-01-18T21:10:00.000-08:00

woke up at bout 6.35am..

then waiting for uncle to fetch me..when he reach,i enter de car..

at 1st i look at d guy sitting in front,i was "eh,looks familiar la..hmm,izit Ratana??.."

then aftertat confirm is him..

and he is faster than me ad,he gonna learn driving for few days then thursday gonna take driving test ad.. T.T

i 2day jz taking undang test oni...

reach MSDC there ad then take no...wait...wait...wait...

every1 was there studying those undang books,but i more,sitting there play my hp's games..haha..

damn boring at there waiting..

wat i wanna say is,"walaowei,d counter de xiao jie...i speechless lo"..

she can shout so loud exist she is in pasar..

no.38,is my turn...i enter and start to do d test..erm,sum questions i nt reli can do..but jz tembak oni..

aftertat tamat sesi!!..

Tahniah,LULUS!!..weee~

i get 47 out of 50 questions,hehe...every section wrong 1 question..

wahahaha...

aftertat saw dom n chi kwang...there were listening amali ad... T.T

haizz...i slower than them again..

later on i back to my dad's office,saw 1 cat...^^

wanted to touch d cat,but d cat was not so friendly..

show fierce face..babi betul..

then go to JPJ to pay roadtax..hav lunch at jusco..

and now in front of laptop blogging,fb-ing,watching海派甜心!!!

tata~

ps: i wore my new nike shoe...love it so muc!!!

~aLvis~1004

Christmas Eve & Merry Christmas

2009-12-30T08:15:00.000-08:00

24.12.2009

-watched Avatar 3D..woohoo!!..first time watch 3D movie,it was a great movie..but then d ticket is expensive too...cost RM17...but worth

-at night 7.30pm went to Fennie's House for Christmas Eve Party...

-aftertat went to Dataran Pahlawan's Field..

-went up to St.Paul Hill

-back to Fennie's house then lim teh until 4am..

-overnight at Ah Wee's house..lol...he was sleeping wid her gf..haha...

25.12.2009

~woke up at 12pm..

~went back home and going to Zhi Ming's house..

~4pm - prepare for d Reunion of our primary class 6K

~was so happi to meet my classmates..sum vy handsome jor,sum vy pretty oso..haha..

~had alots of fun wif them..miss them so muc..

~after Reunion,went seaside wif Jing Lin(my close friends as in girls),Ivan,Zhi Ming & Johnathan(Future Air Pistol 10m Athletes) at Portuguese Settlement by walking..

~relax at a small playground..haha..

~went back condominium,4guys & 1girl in 1 room...was being complaint bullying her bcoz don let her to sleep on d bed and end up sleep on d floor & get cold at night

here r those pictures during Reunion :

BBQ under the rain...XD

Zhi Ming has nothing better to do,plan to burn those books but at last nvr burn..

feel hungry??..

our foods & beverages

our master chief on that day Joel(智全）..he likes BBQ alots..haha

his Asst Chief..Kin Mun(建民)..hehe..

Xianyi(贤毅),Chih Jian(企建),Johnathan(冠杰)

Rui Yun (瑞云)

njoying at de pool side

the paparazzi group

main actor of the day : Kong Yaw(恭耀)..lol...

guess whats tat?..diamond??..wrong...is a burnt jelly...

the guys r jz too shy

d girls r most sporting

Christmas Tree

Not ready yet!!

Love You All!!

took a photo wid my gdsis,Huey Yee(惠仪),1st time take pic wid her

well..This will be a sweet memory for me in 2009,having such a funny classmates and hav ourself njoy during d reunion!!..hope there will be more reunion,although i noe it will be more difficult to hav a Reunion again..

I'm back!!..miss SPM..haha..

2009-12-20T09:17:00.000-08:00

finally i'm back...

haha..

hav been holidays for one week..

everyday athome oni..haiz...

now got abit miss SPM ad..lol..

mayb ppl will b saying i'm 38..haha..

hmm...watched PRINCESS & THE FROG,BODYGUARDS & ASSASIN,STROM WARRIOR 2

next movie mayb is AVATAR..wanna watch in 3D but no tickets..

20.12.2009

-went for birthday dinner wid my family,cuz,aunt and Grandma at Windmill Station.

-celebrated my youngest bro's birthday at grandma's house

-went to portuguese settlement for a quick photo snapping

ah boy & alvin

alsen,ah boy,guan yi,mcqueen

christmas tree

21.12.2009

-woke up at 2sumtin..lol..

-on9 til 6pm

-weehoo..2day do tang yuan..at 1st,my dad put too muc water until all d flour damn sticky.but i hav more xperience,so i asked himtoadd more flour..aftertat he ask me to do..so i jz do lo,add flour non stop..yucks,d flour reali damn sticky...but aftertat i stil manage to makeit success..

then v start to make tang yuan lo..

after doing 4plates of white colour de,then start to do pink colour tang yuan...hmm...

finally finish..

white tang yuan

4plates is complete

my hand

start d pink tang yuan

finally!!

真得很害怕这种感觉。。

2009-11-23T05:03:00.000-08:00

爱情真得很可怕。。

~现在只想过着普通的生活~

~不再追求爱情~

~只想单身~

~伤到怕了~

最后的疼爱是手放开，该放就放。

心痛。。

2009-11-21T19:05:00.000-08:00

不喜歡懷疑什麼　

並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　

慢慢不同
我不是生氣　　

只是心痛
最討厭誤會了　

但越解釋越覺得難過
我可以説人會變　

但不能説都是你的錯
哭過就好了　

傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱　　

為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　　

為了調頭
哭過就好了　　

痛都會走的
記憶有限　　　

所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌　　　

想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我長大了
越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

~心痛了~aLvis

freaking stuff keep spinning in my head

2009-11-04T03:03:00.000-08:00

arghh!!!!...

Who can give me 100 glass bottle??...

i wanna throw it at d wall!!!!!

help me plzz...

i really suffering!!!!

a promise to myself had been broke...

nobody will know...

这一切的一切。。。
我拥有的只有回忆。。
幸福的磁味为什么对我永远只是短暂？？
我的命永远都这么的苦。。
想要得到的，不管付出了多少永远只会与我擦间而过！！
遍体鳞伤了又怎样？
还不是一样。。
在爱情里我总排在最后。。
永远输人。。

爱情。。
我好恨你！！！

朋友。。
原来只是一个虚名。。
学会了不再相信朋友。。

单身也许是最好的。。

我会尝试做单身的我。。
不想再伤害任何女生。。
也不想伤害自己。。

只想拥有一个平凡的生活。。
我对你的爱现已是过去。。
希望能做你的死党。。

-受了重伤-aLvis

study study study...

2009-11-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

hate exam..SPM is coming in 17more days...

and i stil havent prepared well...

everyday is facing d book...

& now sum prob come again..

make my mind stuck and cant sumbat anything i study absorb..!

f it!!!....

y i stil care bout it???....anyone can tell me??...

-lost in direction~aLvis

satay celup night & last day of chemistry tuition

2009-10-31T03:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for friday class chemistry ttn...
and it was d last day at there ttn...
Mr.Yew, thanks for educating us chemistry..
although to me chemistry is a quite hard subject to understand..^^
and before v went back,v took some photo wid Mr.Yew..
geezz~
wil upload soon...

hmm...afterthat v went for satay celup s v had plan it earlier..hehe..
n guess what...outside was raining heavily...haha..
and when v wanted to cross over d road...
alots of funny scene happen...LOL...
v laugh n laugh...
d road was flooded...
and it was so cold..
but at last v shout 1 2 3...chiong lo..
LOL...
OUR LEG like tie wid 1kg of stone,hard to pull up..
so v run...but can say is stil walk,d water splash here splash there..hahahaa..
v are damn lucky,stil got about 3tables empty...
so v take one of it..
and then v realize chwee was not wid us,he is stil opposite..
haha...
d most funniest part...
when he cross til halfway,he cant pull his leg up..
and then when he manage to pull up..
his slippers drop out and float on d flooded water...lol....

hmm...
tat night got INN SIANG,JASON,KENNY,KIM,CHICKEN,DON,DOM,CHWEE,AH KEM & ME...
capitol satay celup damn zhun!!..nice sial..
and its kuah is not like others ad prepared wan,it mz mix wid dunno wat tong tong...
and there was special dish,ABALONE & MEDIUM PRAWNS...haha...my fav...

another part is...
v saw 2 leng luis...
hahaha...damn chio...
but don dare to take no from them coz their parents was there...lol...
v ate almost 1hour plus then go bac lo...hee~

hope there is stil chance to eat sataty celup 2gather again...

**info: there wil b blessing for students who are sitting for SPM/STPM at SKE under BUDDHI TREE at 11am..those interested can go....sadhu!..

~miss someone~aLvis

dinner at yi tang

2009-10-10T02:32:00.000-07:00

09.10.2009

watched Tsunami at haundae...

d movie was so pity...

a girl tat oni 4-5years old hav to live without her parents anymore after d tsunami...

a vy touched movie..tears almost drop out.haha...

aftertat decide where to go..

amigo??...windmill??...yi tang??...

was thinking of trying restaurant tat nvr went b4..

so went to yi tang..

is a steamboat restaurant..

quite special...hmmm...aftertat went to seaside...

alots ppl were there..then got ppl singing song...haha..

12.30 like tat reached home...thx yeh ruenn for treating me...

another day has past...

-a nice dinner i had-aLvis

mood = 0%

2009-10-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

2day really 0% happy..

got my acc result..

8subs get A,1 sub get B..

and d oni 1 get E8 is acc...

i really regret for taking acc..

dunno wanna show what kind of face expression..

smile??..cool??..moody??...haizz...

has been sad since i get d result..

until i dunno wanna do wat..no appetite at all..

recess ate 3small buns..

nvr talk wid my friends in class..unlike d normal of me..

suddenly sumthing pass through my mind..is you!!..

suddenly miss you..n wanted to meet you..

y...i cant deny this feeling at all..

wanna ignore it..but my mind jz keep on thinking of you..

what the hell..

I had fall for you for a long time..

no where i can express my feeling except here..

i need you...

**2day ah xiang check out from hospital ad,hope he will recover soon..

-i need you-aLvis

izit true bout my personality??

2009-10-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

天秤座

　　優雅的天平在燈紅酒綠中微笑轉身，顧盼神采，灑脫如同水中的魚。他們與紅酒，水晶杯，晚禮服，鋼琴曲是那麼的相得益彰，漫不經意的吸引著公眾的眼光……　　幾乎所有人都有這樣一種印象：　　天平座的人善意、可親，愛交朋友。於是大家也由此認為天平是群居生物，必然是害怕獨處，喜歡熱鬧的。但，事實並不是表面看來那樣簡單。　　的確，天平是個和平使者。在公眾場合可以很好地調節氣氛使之均衡。氣氛熱烈時，他們會沉靜的壓住陣腳；氣氛冷凝時，他們會運用不著痕跡的輕鬆幽默化解堅冰。總之他們不會隨波逐流去助長氣氛的冷熱，而是像用天平稱量物品一樣，加減砝碼，使之維持水平狀態。　　而他們在做這種加減的時候，動作是優雅的，態度是和悅的，看起來漫不經心不動聲色。實際上，他們是很有心計的人，儘管眾口難調，也可以找到一種萬全的方式來使全局和諧起來。　　但是這並不是說他們喜歡主宰，只是因為他們看不得失衡，那會使他們如坐針氈。　　因此，儘管慵懶的天平座討厭麻煩，討厭得要命，他們還是會不由自主地擔負起調節的責任。也許正因如此，使得天平在公眾場合從未放鬆過自己。性格使他們承擔了不必要的責任，無可推卸。　　他們不吝惜金錢，卻吝惜自由的時間和安靜的休閒時光。像所有風向星座一樣，他們喜歡自由，喜歡像風一樣誰也捉不住他。　　他們喜歡自在獨立的空間。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他並不喜歡如此，儘管他不會直接說出來。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也許半年也沒有音信，但是只要一見面，你還是他最好的朋友。因為他就是這種交友方式，你拿他怎麼辦？　　"我懶得……"　　這是天平座的口頭語。他們懶得出門，懶得聚會，懶得應酬……所以他們並不是很喜歡參加party。倒是寧願呆在家裡上網，看書，畫畫。他們自身是均衡的，一個人的均衡總比一群人的均衡來的容易。所以他們喜歡獨處。　　通常，天平座的人會給人一見如故的感覺，因為他們有著溫婉的微笑和優雅的舉止。對初次見面的人，天平座往往表現出自己最討人喜歡的一面：善解人意，大方，誠懇，健談。但是這種熱情勁兒不會長久。冷漠何時到來取決於你與他交往的頻率。你越是粘得緊，他就冷得越快。因為他們喜歡"君子之交清淡如水"。不是他們不喜歡同伴，而是他們和人交往更多地關注了對方的情緒，總想著照顧對方心情，不要發生衝突，所以感覺像是在工作一樣，無法真正的放鬆。　　較之對宮白羊座，天平是另一種獨立的個體。白羊是一種外在的獨立，內心是熱的；天平則是表面看似親和力很強，內心卻是任誰也無法融入的。天平的冷靜，連他們自己也覺得驚訝。"我居然如此冷漠！太不可思議了……"他們審視自己的時候，感覺有點陌生。那是因為他們把內心世界掩飾得連自己都騙過了。　　他們控制情緒的能力太強了。最親近的人會感覺到，天平給人不露聲色的隔離感，有時會被埋怨"太冷靜了，我都不知道你在想什麼！"　　可是他們不是故意要隱瞞什麼，只是出於本能。一個連自己都騙過了的人，你還能要求他對你坦白什麼？　　他們不喜歡歇斯底里，不喜歡痛哭失聲，不喜歡安慰別人也不怎麼喜歡被安慰。因為他們懂得，誰也無法真正理解另一個人。　　天平，其實是很獨立的一個星座。他們在霓虹燈影裡微笑，在燈火闌珊處寂寞。他們叫你懂得：孤獨的最高境界是繁華

1st day nvr talk to you at all..

2009-10-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

this is d 1st day i nvr talk with you at all...

SPM TRIAL paper got back..

2009-09-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

haizz...

got back my test paper result ad..

dunno what to comment about it..

but many friends speechless when i told them..haha..

before holiday got back my maths

then monday got back BM,SEJARAH..

maths : 96 A1

BM : 70 ngam ngam A2

SEJ : oso 70 ngam ngam A2

tuesday got back Add maths..

i stil got another 2marks to get A2,get 69,i & aaron pin both get 69..

so both of us keep on searching for d 2marks..hahahah..

lolx..pin,u vy funny lo,keep on begging teacher and say that teacher i will gai guo de..lolx..

cute la you..haha..luckily both of us found 2marks,and get A2..yeah!!...haha...

so far now got 1 A1,3 A2 & 1B4..

HAIZ...my chinese really jialat..get oni 57...really nid to improve it..

2molo got PJ...weehoo!!!...

~miss you,*S*..~

happy to see you smile

2009-09-29T05:03:00.000-07:00

decision can be change..

this few days really happy..

can see u smile..u really looks so charming..

haha...

Jz wanna tell you..I really happy to see u can be happy again..

hope everything will go smoothly..I love you..C**

GIVE UP ON YOU..is my decision

2009-09-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

18.09.2009 is the day i had made this final decision...

I had think enough what I had to do..
I am suffering all the time..
starting from 2day,I wont chase you anymore..
I give up chasing you..
You had a bf..and thats a fact..
I'll accept it..I wont deny anymore..
thats a better way for me to forget you..
hope you will happy with what decision you had made..
the world is big,open up your mind,what you wanna do just do it,nobody force you to continue with that relationship..what for you had a relationship that you dont need?

Sorry for what I had hurt you all the time we been together..
I just hope that we can stil be friend.

Thats what I really want,hope we are stil a friend.

-when you are gone-aLvis

everything has changed..

2009-09-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

看了“吓到笑”。。

哈哈。。真的是很好看的一部电影。。超好笑的咯。。

什么是快乐？

真正的快乐到底是什么？

为什么总在追后一瞬间又给我一句让我不明白的留言？

我真的不明白！！。。

现在真得很不开心！！。。。啊！！！！！！！！！！！

everything is changing..

there are no more miracles as what i thought of..

is jz hurting myself all de time..

i'm bluffing myself all the time..

everything has changed...

i'm no more longer that Alvis in form3...

i'm not a top student..

i'm not a good student...

is just a normal student who just wanna have fun n learning knowledge..

why??

being complaint s d ranking 2nd of ponteng kaki in my class???

what the fish!!!#@$#@%$#@

many of my class friends oso ponteng,they even ponteng more days than me!!..

damn it!!..being screwed up...

stupiak teacher jz like to jump to conclusion all the time..

i hate this kind of teacher!!!!f off mann...

why??

life are really complicated..

even in relationship..

I m hurting myself all the time..

why i need to suffer all this??!!!

izzit compulsory for me to experience this??

i'm growing..

i'm not anymore d last time alvis chan..

i got brain k..

i think alots when sumthing happen..

i jz wanna find out d truth...

being betrayed by a branch of friends!!!

fuck it!!!why??..is that d betraying friends are fun..

then u all betray more..all are jz wearing a mask..

being good in front n backstabbed ppl bhind..

if u dare to do why don dare to admit???

thanks fucking friends,u let me noe there is no real friend in this world!!!!

this world are full of liers!!!!

i wont trust anyone anymore...

is jz a decision i hav to made before i'm being a fool play by u all..

i hav a vy vy "memorable" fuck up form5 lifez..

why???why??why??????

love?

what is love?

loving sumone doesnt means that i'm wrong..

is just tat kind of feeling..

is just too strong..

i nvr ever hav this kind of feeling before..

i wanna chase u...but...what can i do anymor to cover my mistake?..

i m trying all de time to make you happy..

i had try my best..

i really love you..

stupid brain..now is SPM trial la..

how come you keep on reflash bac all the memory i had before??

i jz keep on thinking of u..everyday dream of u..

arghhh!!!!....

i cant take it anymore..

i really dunno what to do anymore..

my life has no more direction...

only you..

I love YOU .....

2009-09-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

SONY ERICSSON T707

i wan it....^.^

the colour that i prefer...

bluetooth watch

wanna change phone but no $$...haizzz....

who can buy it as birthday present for me??..wakakaka...

i'm dreaming....^.^

SPM & STPM TRIAL

2009-08-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

SPM & STPM trial is just around de corner...

hope every of my friends tat are sitting for exam will hav luck..

try ur best!!...

n Jz for you,XXXX XXXX

Try ur best to do ur acc,i noe u can handle ur account de..

others subject i noe u oso can do it..

no matter how,i will alwis by ur side silently wishing u good luck in ur exam..

muacksss..love you..

惨了。。

2009-08-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

啊！！！！！！

完蛋了。。。

每天都梦到你。。

应该是想念你太多了吧。。哈哈！！。。。

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