Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I had think enough what I had to do..
I am suffering all the time..
starting from 2day,I wont chase you anymore..
I give up chasing you..
You had a bf..and thats a fact..
I'll accept it..I wont deny anymore..
thats a better way for me to forget you..
hope you will happy with what decision you had made..
the world is big,open up your mind,what you wanna do just do it,nobody force you to continue with that relationship..what for you had a relationship that you dont need?
Sorry for what I had hurt you all the time we been together..
I just hope that we can stil be friend.
Thats what I really want,hope we are stil a friend.
-when you are gone-aLvis
Friday, September 11, 2009
everything is changing..
there are no more miracles as what i thought of..
is jz hurting myself all de time..
i'm bluffing myself all the time..
everything has changed...
i'm no more longer that Alvis in form3...
i'm not a top student..
i'm not a good student...
is just a normal student who just wanna have fun n learning knowledge..
being complaint s d ranking 2nd of ponteng kaki in my class???
what the fish!!!#@$#@%$#@
many of my class friends oso ponteng,they even ponteng more days than me!!..
damn it!!..being screwed up...
stupiak teacher jz like to jump to conclusion all the time..
i hate this kind of teacher!!!!f off mann...
life are really complicated..
even in relationship..
I m hurting myself all the time..
why i need to suffer all this??!!!
izzit compulsory for me to experience this??
i'm not anymore d last time alvis chan..
i got brain k..
i think alots when sumthing happen..
i jz wanna find out d truth...
being betrayed by a branch of friends!!!
fuck it!!!why??..is that d betraying friends are fun..
then u all betray more..all are jz wearing a mask..
being good in front n backstabbed ppl bhind..
if u dare to do why don dare to admit???
thanks fucking friends,u let me noe there is no real friend in this world!!!!
this world are full of liers!!!!
i wont trust anyone anymore...
is jz a decision i hav to made before i'm being a fool play by u all..
i hav a vy vy "memorable" fuck up form5 lifez..
what is love?
loving sumone doesnt means that i'm wrong..
is just tat kind of feeling..
is just too strong..
i nvr ever hav this kind of feeling before..
i wanna chase u...but...what can i do anymor to cover my mistake?..
i m trying all de time to make you happy..
i had try my best..
i really love you..
stupid brain..now is SPM trial la..
how come you keep on reflash bac all the memory i had before??
i jz keep on thinking of u..everyday dream of u..
i cant take it anymore..
i really dunno what to do anymore..
my life has no more direction...
I love YOU .....